Just as Chester Bennington would sing…
sometimes I feel nothingness inside…confused..
but I’m not the only person with these things in mind..
confused…looking everywhere but only to find that it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind..
I will never know myself until I do this on my own..
nothing to lose..nothing to gain…
but I’m close to something real, I want to find something I’ve wanted all along..
somewhere I belong..
Just like my life…
there are things that dont go the way I expected..
there’s nothing to gain..yet..nothing to lose..
and when this comes, I’m feeling nothingness and confused..but..I’m not alone..
everyone has their ups and downs..
and feeling the same way..
it doesnt matter…
coz experience is the best teacher..
and when it all ends and I find somewhere I belong..it’s the real thing that I’ve been wanting all along..